sometimes, i don feel i belong to the family.
i just feel so left out,
they never know what i like and what i want,
they just think im unreasonable ,
they don even bother about me!
from young, i think im just like an outsider,
i don feel the love from them,
i don feel they even care about me,
the only thing i do,
is to score better in my exams,
better than my siblings,
so that i can have the attention,
but the attention is just short-term.
when i grew up,
i feel that our relationship had improved,
but still,
most of the times,
im still left out.
they still think im unreasonable.
mon just asked me:" aren't you my daughter too?"
(cos we just quarrelled over small matters and i said that your daughter ( referring to my sis) is unreasonable) - she is unreasonable, she just cant face it!
i just cried,
i feel so...........
am i? i don feel so? those kind of feelings!
i feel so sad inside me!
i need a person to talk to badly! :((
Labels: my fault?
