I'm thinking back my secondary school's life. It's so fun having band in our life. I really miss band alot. i miss the feeling playing my french horn; I miss music. Listening to band songs everyday make me think more about playing instrument. It's not enough for just listening to the music in my playlist, the song will sounds better if you play it with the instrument yourself.
one band, one sound, one family.
muhahahaha, just finished my first DT paper, i'm dead this time! =(( because of my MCQs, i got 11 questions wrong! F. Demoralised me by a lil. =(( BUT BUT BUT, cant. I have to score for INV tmr. jia you! hehe.
all the best pple.
ok, gonna blog short because my lappy's adapter spoilt hence i can only use my battery life. sad~~~~ I will go to the ACER building after all my papers, i guess. So anything, pls contact my phone, tyty :))
jiayou, 2 more days to my first paper, which is my DT. weee~ gambatehh,
i want exams to end fast!!! muhahhaa, so that i can work and play like crazy.
endurance.determination.
Studied in school for long hours, haha, its so cozy because it rained- the best weather to sleep. haha, as usual, i will study half way and slp! muahaha. weeee~~~ it's time for me to continue memorizing the notes.
anyway thanks stanley for telling me the truth.
argggg, things just cant get into my stupid brain, it's so fraustrating. My brain stated MEMORY LOW when i have not even studied 1/4 of my DT! fuck! annoying. I still have INV and CRM notes to squeeze into my stupid brain! alot alot of stuffs! At this speed, when can i finish studying the 3 modules? probably i wont be ready on wed for my DT paper, thurs for my INV and fri for my CRM paper. Since i cant memorize, i have to start doing my INV tutorials and papers. I have to get the calculations part right in order to score for INV since i cant squeeze the theory into my brain. god bless me alright.i hate the feeling of being useless.i missed those times when im having my Os, my brain can work properly, i can memorize lots of notes etc. However, i cant do any memorizing right after my Os. Annoying. FUCK! ;((
so many problems have been pestering me this few days/weeks. I'm super stressed, how i wish, you will be by my side, stand by me. I know its impossible. so forget it. p.s:youwontknowwhoyouare.
彩虹天堂
演唱:刘畊宏
专辑:彩虹天堂
作词:刘畊宏
作曲:刘畊宏
我不知不觉又徘徊在从前
秋风悄悄的呼唤听来尽是孤单
落叶的期盼片片左右为难
心走寂寞攀跟着飘进灰暗
我不闻不问也许好过一点
被遗憾关在房间挣扎只是拖延
无望的空谈一声声的轻叹
回忆扯不断怎么摆脱纠缠
找不到方向往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人相守直到白发苍苍
自由地飞翔在灿烂的星光
找不到方向往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人相守直到白发苍苍
自由地飞翔在灿烂的星光
有你在我身旁
我不闻不问也许好过一点
被遗憾关在房间挣扎只是拖延
无望的空谈一声声的轻叹
回忆扯不断怎么摆脱纠缠
找不到方向往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人相守直到白发苍苍
自由地飞翔在灿烂的星光
找不到方向往彩虹天堂
有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人相守直到白发苍苍
自由地飞翔在灿烂的星光
有你在我身旁
找不到方向挂彩虹天堂
有你说的爱在用幸福触摸忧伤
两个人相守直到白发苍苍
自由地飞翔在灿烂的星光
有你在我身旁
this song describes my mood now, i am feeling so terrible now.
once the chance slipped off, there is never a second chance.
i am damn regretted now, i should discovered it earlier,
why am i such an idiot?!
my cousin just called, to inform me about my grandpa's conditions. She said he saw a lot of "dirty things", and one is kicking his bed. He must be frightened now, sorry grandpa for not being by your side, but i will visit you tmr definitely. sorry. I was so worried and stunt when she told me that. Does it means a bad sign?!! NO, it can't be. grandpa will definitely get well.
Hope he's fine now.
praying.
i really cant study, nothing goes into my stupid brain! my test is next wed to fri, and im not even prepared for any papers. Myt results sure screwed! :'(
NOTHING GOES INTO MY HEAD, NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING!!!!!
argggg.=(
current song:sometimes...someone-yiruma
;mymood
argg, how can i concentrate studying with you around, making me feel.........
wee~~ HOLIDAYS are coming!!!!im so excited. working with stanley, clark, jiaming and larry from monday to friday. For the weekends i will go back to tampopo and work. I promised haur already because he say the business there is really very good, everydaay full house!~~ so i will going back and help out. BUT BUT BUT... i think i forgot something already :( sad, i have to learn everything all over again!
working from MON TO FRIDAY, weeee~~~~
if you guys want outing tell me earlier.=))
i have to start studying. gambatehhh~~~~
i want ice cream badly, but i will grow fat!!!
NONONO.... resist the temptation! argggg...
weee~~~ KELLY is back!!! wowwww!! i met up with laypeng, Junie, Jasmine and kelly today. omg, its freaking fun! we went science centre! we bought science centre + snow city package tickets, $16each.We went ard science centre for abt 2 hrs to discover the exhibits there. muhahaha. We were actually playing our way! wakaka. After that, we went to snow city. I forgot my jeans so i have to rent their smelly and disgusting pants =.="' There nothing much to play actually. we just play the slide and took photos aard the place. Its freaking cold inside, -4 degree. our body are like so stiff. Blogger having problems so i will upload the photos soon!!!! i love the outing today. <33
After that, i went back to school to look for the guys to study actually. Instead,i slp and slack because i was too tired to think. oh goshhhh. tmr i will really start bugging up!!! gambateh~ heheheh~~
p/s:do you know what am i thinking?
Today had my BPE tests, fuck shit, i cant finish it even though all the answers is in my notes.I think im gonna flunk that paper. bloody hell! piss~ After paper, Larry, jun xi, ziyi, lingli, stanley, nic tay, kevin and i went to the cathay for orphan. Bloody shit! its so bloody gross.OMG. However, the story plot is nice. muhahahaha.
I have a piece of good news,Kelly is back and i am going to meet upp with the girls tmr morning. weee~~ i miss her damn much. weee~~ im so looking forward for the meet up!!!! hehehe.
i just can't figure it out! :((
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELEANNA DARLING and wenjun...
weee~~~~
today went out with weiwen, sis, eleanna to celebrate eleanna's birthday. Awesome, long time never meet up le. Haven been seeing weiwen for quite some time, at least eleanna sometimes i will see her in campus.Michelle cant make it because she went for soka. My sister, i am tired of seeing her everyday! muhhhahaha.
Having a good time with you guys! hehehe, had 'UP in 3D', although i have watched it (the normal version). hehe, the feeling of wearing spectacle for 3D wasn't great because it quite irritating and it kept dropping down because it is too lose!
my sis and i treated eleanna for the movie, hence weiwen TREAT US FOR DINNER/SUPPER!hehe , awesome i got fries basket. thanks weiwen.
before meeting weiwen and eleanna, went to visit granpa, he missed us a lot. Today he is in pain when the maid changed a new tube for him. i can only hold hishands conssole him and do nothing more. sorry grandpa.:(( jia you!
today, larry, stanley and i went for the walkathon early in the morning, the path was very short only. After the event, Gloria, Yixuan, larry, stanley and i went to meet kevin at PS, and had lunch tgt. Ayam Penyet at the kopitiam is seriously nice, weee~~~ haha, but the chicken i a lil hard for me to chew.muhahaha, after putting braces, i feel like i am like a old lady, cant really eat properly.
I decided to chiong one week for my exams! so, pls motivate me. hahaha, I will be going to school everyday for next week. HOOORAY, jia you!
Overdued photos:
Kong Hock like a fool!
Kaiyang is a FOOL!
Larry's cutie!
CRM project- GIORDANO (our version of 'cheer you up')
thanks for making the faces:))
My doraemon!!!! (ky caught for me)
This is the doraemon, kaiyang caught for me for just $1!!! weee~~ tytyty
weee~~~~
ok, back to work!
done with ecoms tradeXchange, wee~~~
now BPE mindmap!!! :))
haix, its 2.30am now, i am trying to concentrate to memorize for my test later. However, things are caught in my way. Feeling so demoralize. It seems like i'm not in a good mood to study!!! arggg. I hate it!!!!
Music of my mood: American elegy - Frank Ticheli.
(kinda know how i am feeling? argg. fraustrating!)
okay, today DT presentation was alright, its only simple 10 slides for every group. So, sushan and i have 5 slides each. wee~ its awesome, first time in my 1.5 years of poly presentation, i am not really nervous - a little,definitely. Mr Yeo was damn funny, i see him laughing i will laugh like hell, he kept laughing during our presentation.muuhaaha. He is damn cute and good!!!! :))
After presentation, went to look for stanley and we off to meet clark at clementi then to orchard. We had lunch at MacDonalds (hooray, shaker fries!). After that, Lingli came to find us then we went to cineleisure to meet kaiyang! wee~ we went to buy 12 tickets for 'UP'. seperated to 6-6 per row!hehe. We went to the soft toys machine sshop there, kaiyang got me a DORAEMON! wee~ AWESOME, thanks ky!!!! Kaiyang dropped his green mint ice cream, and it splashes a little on me!!! haha, damn funny! cos he wants me to eat but i don want then it drops.muhahaha.
People who went for the movie: Clark, Lingli, Larry, Xilin, Jiaming, Kaiyang, Kevin, Jun Xi, Eugene, Si yao, stanley and me!
Anyway, in short, today is awesome.
HOWEVER,
when i reach home, plenty of PBL, tests and assignments waiting for me. arggg. Sickening. muhahahaha.
burning my midnight oil! argg~~~
have to continue with my PBL, jia you.
i just heard s bad news from my cousin :'((my grandpa bleed and he suffering. He even think of dying now.omg.how i wish i will be beside him. ;((grandpa, be strong, jia you!~xoxo,i love you!
JOKE OF THE DAY! muahahhaah ;))
This BALLOON SINGAPORE FLAG was completed by zhang meng and her I/E team mates.
damn nice!! awesome!!!
two JOKERS trying to be FUNNY! haha.
Before going to xinmei's bday BBQ~ while waiting for houjun,
we went to marvelous cream, there's NATIONAL DAY promotion!!
3.90 only! wee~~
xilin's and mine! damn nice!!! omggg!!
MY SUNDAY MORNING ACTIVITY!
BUKIT TIMAH HILL!!! muhahah damn fun.
my lil cousin went too! so cute!
FUll picture of those who went! :))
COUSINS!
COUSINS! wee~~~
after this had our breakfast, and my sis and i went to Jurong Point
we went for shopping, then to aunt's house to visit my grandpa. He looks so much better than the previous time i saw him. He was so happy when he gets to see us because we haven been visiting him for weeks, due to BUSY SCHEDULE(ARGG) -projects, assignments and tests! ALL are so sickening. I miss him alot, i wanna visit him again. We promised him that when he get well, we will bring him out to go ard Singapore. I really hope i will have the chance to bring him ard Singapore. we went off after his second time of feeding.
vacations will be here, i gonna visit him more often!!! :DD
xoxo, grandpa!!
today lesson is only a short 3 hrs! wee~ tmr have to come back to school for presentation, sickening.
ok, today e-commerce video was ruined, i'm so sorry. Its too short. However, we will make a new video and hopefully we can present again next week. sorry!
i have to finish my homeworks and projects, get started pls.
change mood, argggggggggg!!!!!
seriously, have you guys ever think of what is true friends? adn not those temporarily ones??? (go think pls) you are just NOTHING without true friends seriously. I would rather try to buck upp for my grades and have true friends rather have good grades and NO TRUE FRIENDS! get what i mean?
AND as HUMAN, we should be grateful!
p/s: you guys should think about this!!! TRUE FRIENDSHIP!!!! 朋友是要用心去交的！
arggg, this is really pissing me off, SHIT! , F**K!!!
Kaiyang is a FOOL!
My doraemon!!!! (ky caught for me)
This is the doraemon, kaiyang caught for me for just $1!!! weee~~ tytyty
weee~~~~
